Day 18-Your Biggest Insecurity

I actually have a lot of insecurities.  I've mentioned this one before, but it's having dh die and I have to live by myself as an old person.  Very scary.  I don't want to get old and be dependent on people.  That's not me.  I'm usually a very independent person----as long as dh's got my back...hahaha.  Seriously, it's just that when I can't figure out a problem he usually does or visa versa.  What if there comes a day (and they will) when one of us doesn't have the other.  I'm not liking that.